Monday, March 26, 2007

I'm Back, Kinda

Dell finally came through and I have another computer to replace the lemon they sold me before. I'm slowly coming back to the blogosphere, but I haven't had the heart to write anything for awhile.

I'm taking steps to try to feel better. I've been walking and watching my sugar intake, but I think that I need my meds adjusted. So, I have an appointment with a new psychiatrist on Thursday. I hope to get on something that will help me not feel like I'm living my life in slow motion. Also, I hope to find a med that won't take away any and all sexual desire so that I might stay married.

On the upside, I've got really beautiful tulips in my flowerbeds right now! I wish I had a digital camera, so I could post a photo of them. In the fall, I bought a very cheap bag of bulbs at Home Depot, not expecting much from them. But they are gorgeous- some red, some yellow, some red AND yellow! I'm taking hope that I can find pleasure in this small thing.

9 comments:

Anonymous said...

((((Iris)))) I hope you are feeling better soon.

Pink Shoes said...

Welcome back!

Unknown said...

Good to hear from you, Iris!

Anonymous said...

Maybe Dell should pay for the meds, too. Welcome back.

lutheranmom said...

Glad you are back.

revhipchick said...

so glad you are back! fyi--welbutrin works well without killing your sex drive!

big hugs!

Mary Beth said...

Good to read you! I've missed you.

Iris said...

Thank you so much, friends! I don't know why I cut myself when I need the support the most.

Iris said...

Uh, that would be cut myself off- not cut myself. I haven't been hurting myself, I promise!